Things lately have been fairly dark for me. And by lately I mean for the past 5 months. This last month things started to get out of hand but yet brighter in the process.

I've said a lot of things about a lot of people, And at those moments in time i knew true to my heart i meant what I said. But we all cant keep on holding onto that hate deep down when we say those things. We all know how to forgive but its hard to forget things. And I know a lot about the forgetting part. Im doing something I said I wouldnt do in the past few months, just swallow my pride (its a fucking huge one to swallow i'll let you know that much ) and forgive myself by apologizing to two people. Don't question why im only apologizing to two people.

Im sorry David.
Im sorry Connie.

I dont know what else to really say, if theres more you two want me to say I'll just tell you what you want to hear in person. Its better than text could ever be.

But right at this moment, im going to lie down now because I've fallen ill once again. And this time its painful stuff >-<

Lance~